Saturday, April 15, 2006
hais.. today had been a wierd day fer me.. maybe cause guilty conscience! lols... feel so bad la.. the fliers.. i didnt do a good job... lol.. today.. went out pool.. shi brought din along.. hahas.. felt good tht at least one of my buddies got like a good relationship? or at least i hope they have =) .. today at paradigm... felt so unlike me....? suddenly alot vulgar.. and SUPER alot.. lols.. and talk super duper loud.. den like.. i suddenly felt like.. erm.. i kinda felt your presence? den like.. erm i tot u were nearby then keep looking around?!?! oh man.. hahas.. anyway... im not the person u always see me as... though i present myself differently when im out with u ... but at least i present myself nicer! lols.. when with buddies im like.. erm.. a loud and joker kinda person.. lol.. but when out with u tend to be more ... SHY! lols... not shy la actually.. like... erm... a very more serious kinda friendship?? hahahahhaa... or am i thinking too much again... but ya.. im actually a joker person la... ALOT PPL KNOW THAT! hahahahahha... anyway... i cherish frens... glad to have u in my life =) seems like recently alls getting quiet too.. u're getting busy.. but ya.. school life =/ or maybe i too used to sms or talk to u? hahs... as wad i say to jas.. ADAPT TO CHANGES... lol... im adapting =)
What a feeling!
